Made It Count

I cannot live with myself
If I'm taking L after L
Wondering when in the hell
I'm gonna win and prevail
Life getting tough like the wind
I won't discuss coulda' beens
Don't wanna look back and just think
What I coulda' done with my time
I woke up richer cause I made some pesos
I made some more cheese not talking queso
No problema no contenda
Under the weather no worries cause
I got umbrella I weather the storm I can't let up
I've been here before I can get up
And I fell in love with the grind
Adjusted my mindset I had to survive

I learnt by myself never grew up with hustlers around me
No father figure looked up to myself
Every since I was young I was drowning
But I made it out ah hah
I'm dripping no drowning yeah huh
And I made it count yeah huh
Cause that's what I'm 'bout uh huh

Shit, you know it was a long road to get here
But you know we made it, and that's all that matters
We got new heights to reach though
And new horizons to explore
It's not over cuzzy let's go

Each day I wake up imma' count my blessings
Each day I wake up imma' learn some lessons
Cause life keeps on teaching 'em till you get it
If you do not learn then they'll never end
Over and over they'll happen again
It's hard to stay grounded can't lie
So shout out my bro he be holding me down
So shout my bro he be helping me ground
When I'm on these drugs ain't no happy ending
Temporary buzz I take more extending
This ain't no fairytale
The life they portray
Far from real
They smile for the 'gram
But won't smile at their fam'
But who am I to judge?
Still, imma rise above
Still, imma take the plunge
Yeah

I learnt by myself never grew up with hustlers around me
No father figure looked up to myself
Every since I was young I was drowning
But I made it out ah hah
I'm dripping no drowning yeah huh
And I made it count yeah huh
Cause that's what I'm 'bout uh huh