Текст песни UNYOUSUAL - surf , Koshi

This where I belong
I been livin' fucked up I'm adjustin' to the pain
Talkin' up to God he tell me that I'll be okay
I don't want love I won't chase her
I got blood on my hands a heart breaker

I had too many distractions where I was
And he said he's been active, no he ain't, woah
Money like everyday, I gotta meditate
I been out of my mode, I been losin' control

I done lost my mind I done lost control
I been through this pain, I really feel it in my soul
I can't be the same 'cause I change when I grow
All eyes on me, I'm on the stage when I grow
RUINED. on my body, whole gang got poles
We don't want yo money, we'll take yo soul
All black like crows, I'll show you all that I know
Remember days I was broke now it's Margiela toes

Feel like a blind bat fightin' what I can't see
I'm still in first place I can't let you pass me
I'm the same 'cause without her
She been tryna taint my energy but it's too late
Man, you two faced
I don't want love I won't chase her
'Cause I feel my heart is in danger
Drink or do I let it savor
I'll do whatever is safer

Don't wanna talk about the past that was last year
You need someone to talk to? I'd give my last ear
Can't walk a mile in my shoes you wouldn't last here
I'm finished cryin' over you I gave my last tear
The nice guys finish last so I'll be the bad guy
I don't wanna live my life sad so I gotta act
I didn't know if I would leave you, I'm so sorry it's the last night
I just woke up feelin' hungover, I'm tryna forget last night