I Could Never Keep Friends?

I'm falling without my friends
Said I'm going off the deep end
I can't seem to catch myself
The height it steepens
For them I go all in
To me it's never even
Said that it is all love
Yet they always wind up leaving

Letting go I wish it was easy
Said letting go this feeling so displeasing
After them I'll never chase
If you hate get up out my face
I'm getting blackballed like they called the eight
It's ok to go separate ways
Please just don't lie on my name
Please just don't say my name in vein

I'm falling without my friends
Said I'm going off the deep end
I can't seem to catch myself
The height it steepens
For them I go all in
To me it's never even
Said that it is all love
Yet they always wind up leaving