Jabbok

I stay up at night
Thinking, how can I take it further
Used to think the growls were the evils
But it was the hunger
When mani told me
A rapping nigga wasn't her purpose
But I was giving up so much to see our thing nurtured
That's when the mirror split
I saw the world different
If you're not killing for the vision
I don't want you near this shit
I don't know a nigga that I like that can sleep at night
The deeds I do in prime time
Be demons when sun hides
This shit a blessing and curse
I put my loved ones in the earth
Knowing they saw my potential
But didn't see it matured
And that shit hurt
My momma and daddy gon see it work
And any nigga tryna stop my shit can be some fucking turf
Sometimes I let my ego take the reigns
When I'm in too much pain
And I ain't left my bed in days
Kirk Franklin can't even save me
Martin can't save me
Malcom can't save me
My momma can't save me
I let this thing change me
I let this thing take control

Driving in the rain
With the top down
Going 95
Suicide
If a cop out
Driving in the rain
With the top down
Going 95
Suicide
If a cop out
Driving in the rain
With the top down
Going 95
Suicide
If a cop out
Driving in the rain
With the top down
Going 95
Suicide
If a cop out
Oooo
Who said
The second time
Would be easy?
Who said
The second time
Would be easy?
Who said
The second time
Would be easy?

They say
He was fighting in the womb
They say
He was lost in the wilderness
They say
He fought giants, didn't lose
They say
He killed a man for his cover
They say
Pride left him blind by the woman
They say
He was walking on water
They say
He was found with money
They say
He is all of us