Suffocate

Let down, burned out, nowhere to go
This pain in my guts turns to words in my throat
I know how it ends, please untie the rope
Some days I feel something, some days I don't

And I'm drowning in my bed, can't get out
Souvenirs are rushing in my head, can't get out
There's so many things that I won't tell you about
I don't feel a thing but I can tell you that I'm so low

I don't want to let you in, I want to let it go
Every night I feel so lame, but I won't let you know
Everything is getting faster, I just feel so slow
I think I'm the one to blame, I want to let it go

I suffocate
I'm drowning in my fears, I'm calling out your name
I suffocate
I'm drowning in my fears, I'm calling out your name

I won't be falling, I can't run away
It seems like you trap me in games that you play
And you said (and you said)
You won't be the last to forget what it takes
You got me spinning, got lost in your lies
And I'm assuming you're having the time of your life
It's okay (it's okay)
You only care for what you really did

I don't want to let you in, I want to let it go
I think I'm the one to blame, I want to let it go

I suffocate
I'm drowning in my fears, I'm calling out your name
I suffocate
I'm drowning in my fears, I'm calling out your name

I won't be falling, I can't run away
It seems like you trap me in games that you play
I suffocate
I'm drowning in my fears, I'm calling out your name
You got me spinning, got lost in your lies
And I'm assuming you're having the time of your life

Suffocate
Yeah, you will hear me suffocate
Suffocating and I drown in my fears, I just want the pain to fade away
So low
I don't want to let you in, I want to let it go