HEIGHTS

Time to be real with myself
Don't know how to let this out
Here I go
Wish me luck
I'm about to start getting loud
Like I'm depressed to the core
Nothing makes sense anymore
I'm living in a fantasy made from hell

I can still see the light
I'm dodging demons all night
I know that I can't stay here
For much longer
I'm not talking this place
I'm talking my mental state
I'm saying all crazy shit subconsciously

When will this all be over
I've learned the lesson
Time and time again
I understand who I have been
Tell me what's next God
Ill fucking do anything

Take me to a place
I put my trust in you
I know it's okay
That I'm not fine
I need saving

I wanna feel at home
I need some peace for my soul
This world makes it so hard
To do anything
I'll stand on my two feet
I'll put that on my life
Because I'll never give up
I'm not afraid of heights

And my ego is mean
I'm stubborn as they come
Have to knock that wall down
Before I let them in
I have to play this game
Don't wanna play this game
But all you have to do Lex
Is just survive

And everything will be great
At least that's what they say
But I can't live like this
For much longer
And keep your head on straight
Your thoughts are running away
Have some control
Pray he heals you today

When will this all be over
I've learned the lesson
Time and time again
I understand who I have been
Tell me what's next God
I'll f*cking do anything

Take me to a place
I put my trust in you
I know it's okay
That I'm not fine
I need saving

I wanna feel at home
I need some peace for my soul
This world makes it so hard
To do anything
I'll stand on my two feet
I'll put that on my life
Because I'll never give up
I'm not afraid of heights