Текст песни Lost Child I - LGP Ammon

Yuh, Ammon
Bastard child I guess you already know
Another victim in the status quo
Let's have some fun and keep this thing on the low
Cause speakin out don't mean shit anymore
Momma raisin two kids on her own
Her mind splittin she still gotta be strong
Help her up and tell her she not alone
This forever been attached to my soul

This ain't my legacy and I gon let it be
Just 'cause of my pedigree what done got into me?
I made me an enemy he share the same blood wit me
21 years and these feelings still flooding me
Now I got younger brothers that look up to me
Raised in a generation full of deprivation
But they hold emotions just to seem complacent
When they look at me I see my own reflection

Huh still wonder why I be stressing
Go the whole year lookin for direction
Back of my mind in my own detention
Too many vices on my complexion, I'm busy
Tryna keep my head in
Grown man now gotta break the bread in
Role model like even know what that is
Wait I- Got lucky on the way I-
So thankful that he stayed how-
I've not been grateful for all the plates full
Could've went the other way now
I'm stuck wit all this pain that I can't stand it's on my brain
And in my veins and I can't think but one more thing am I a

Bastard child I guess you already know
Another victim in the status quo
Let's have some fun and keep this thing on the low
Cause speakin out don't mean shit anymore
Momma raisin two kids on her own
Her mind splittin she still gotta be strong
Help her up and tell her she not alone
This forever been attached to my soul

Bastard child I guess you already know
Another victim in the status quo
Let's have some fun and keep this thing on the low
Cause speakin out don't mean shit anymore
Momma raisin two kids on her own
Her mind splittin she still gotta be strong
Help her up and tell her she not alone
This forever been attached to my soul

Don't give a fuck about what you been doin
For all I care all that shit could be ruin
RIP granny my mind put you two in
All the same box I was too late pursuing
Fuck, am I stupid she wasn't for losing
Her gran and her son to a heart broken unit
I couldn't bear thinkin I was at fault
Grieving and Raging in one breath of loss
You kept yo pride but what did it cost?
Will I go under for not lettin go?
I can't deny I been hurting inside
Its been breakin some pieces apart from my soul
When I look up to sun comin down
I can't help but imagine she pushin me through
All this emotion been capped on the shoulders of me
Just a lost child with the blues