lost the key

Lost the key but I found my way home
Been like this but I ain't picking up the phone
All is lost but I guess I gotta know what's the cost of living this life of fame
Walking through the rain yeah it's all the same
Even living in this life of fucking pain
I don't give a fuck they think they know what goes through my mind when I fucking cut
Yeah you could say I'm running out of luck
They throw me In the water like a fucking duck
Just like that they don't even know that what I spit is fucking fact
Lost my best friend when I was 13
Now everything feels like a god damn dream
I got the razor but I'm not in danger
I lost the key and I'm a fucking stranger

Yeah
Lost the key but I found my way home

Lost the key but I found my way home
Been like this but I ain't picking up the phone
All is lost but I guess I gotta know what's the cost of living this life of fame
Walking through the rain yeah it's all the same
Even living in this life of fucking pain
Yeah they say all I am is fucking trash
I should just give up with the fucking rap
When I was in 5th grade I called for help
But nobody came so I cut myself
With the bluntest knife in the house
It felt nice but I passed on the couch
Woah
Where am I now
How did I get here I was so fucking young
But I guess I was dumb too
They didn't even wanna help me so I helped myself
Now I put the emotion in this track as I get this Lofi rap
Out of my system
I'm a fucking stranger
I don't fucking know who I am
Can god please tell me who the fuck I am
Nobody wants to answer so I got no help
Now I look around and I got no one
Now I realize I fucked my health
Instead of getting clean I cut some more
Cause I realise no one gives a fuck no more
This is a war and I can't fucking win
Lord please forgive me for all my sins
Lost the key but I can't come home
You can call but I ain't picking up the phone
Walking through the rain until it's all the same
Keep on walking so I can avoid my pain