I Choose Me

How many times I had to fail just to get here
Nigga I choose me and I'm still here
I will never sell my soul aint no deal here
Confidence is building up so high it make em feel weird

Why is that
They will rather see a nigga dial it back
Humble but this where being humble really got me at
Sipping on apple juice I mix it with that cognac
I came a long way I can't go back to where I started at

No stopping me
Just to make it here it took a lot from me
Devil in my ear I hear the whispers reaching out to me
Looking in the rear no one is there to take this route with me
Nigga ain't no fear cuss I'm the man and bitch I'm proud to be

Yeah I done seen em move the way I can't condone
Sorry babe until I make this move you know I can't come home
I know I shouldn't help a person do what they could do alone
It's either I'm singing way too much or deep up in my zone

But fuck that
Finger on the lips we don't discuss that
30 in her body it's clip I watch her buss that
I don't like too much shit around me gotta cut that
If a nigga try to keep me down I bet we up that

And lately ive been feeling like it's business over passion
And I get so offended cuss it's gimmicks over rapping
And I ain't trynna hate on any nigga getting traction
But tell me if you doing it for you then why you acting

I'm getting way too deep I know I prolly lost you
Shit maybe if I had it I'll be out here flaunting
Flossing
Drip me down I think she love the faucet
Flawless
Diamonds dancing got a nigga saucing

Awe
God damn I want it all
Just to motivate my ppl and they still want me the fall
Awe
God damn I need more
What the fuck I need it for

And I don't why this niggas think that I can't do me and still succeed in this bitch
Can't let it fly these days
Cuss ima keep my head up high for every person that believe in a nigga
We gon shine these days

And I know I am not perfect
Put my soul in all these verses
Do me wrong I don't deserve it
I was always so determine
It was me and just me only
I was on my doley
Stepping on the devils neck Im driving like I stole it yeah

Oh I'm off it
Know it takes time can't force it
I've been lost took losses
Still ain't going back to where I started