Yoshua

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Peace of mind that shit costs more than money
Wasn't born a dummy
Think my heart is way too big I gave them all they wanted from me
Not the type to have regrets it gotta rain before it's sunny
Through the storm I found a way know I'm always on to something

Know I'm always in that mode you got one life hold on to nothing
Had to let go of that shit my expectations always forming
Limitations how the fuck you gonna place em on me
I done showed you what it takes I raise the stakes you know I'm on it

I'm just trynna turn the page no I can't stay for too much longer
Getting closer to my dreams it's all I wanted
Type a shit that make you wonder
How it feel to have the shit you always wanted
You know life ain't got no finish line so fuck it I keep running

For my brother, lil cousin
Damn my hood just lost another
How the fuck we supposed to prosper we don't look out for each other
We ain't rich but we got love I learned that shit straight from my mother
Rest In Peace I got you Yoshi that's forever
Real shit

I remember this nigga called me like
Nigga why you don't call me
Nigga I do call you, you don't answer
Yeah
Happy Birthday nigga
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As far as answers I don't got them
Truth be told I'm further from my goals but I'm still locked in
Hungry as ever
Yoshi left me in some pieces had to put them together
If you was here then we would rumble together

With all this baggage that I got still carry on
That's my prerogative
Trynna turn the pain that I felt into positive
Shit got hard and I stayed they did the opposite
Blessings after blessings my nigga there ain't no blocking it

I gotta go
Watch the pieces fall like Geronimo
Real niggas doing real shit it ain't a lot of em
Had to learn to deal with all these feelings couldn't bottle em
Cut them niggas off cuss they support just wasn't loud enough

Now I'm on my way to light the stage fill the garden up
House big gotta couple cars and a gardener
Niggas gon hate yeah that's the reason that my guard is up
Struggles to the top that's just a part of it
Real shit