Readjusted

I used to be a big spender
But now i'm gone be lucky if I even see December
I just, lost my temper like a big spender
Real big spender
Like a, big spender, big spender
Real real big spender
Used to be dead broke
Used to wear the same clothes
Had a different color shirt for every day of the week
This life ain't for the weak, or for the nimble
Dribble down to court
Yeah i'm living but, do I really know what for
Everything ain't simple when you living with remorse
I wish it could be different but i guess it ran its course
Nothing to be forced
I open up the doors and you walk right out of them
Hopping off the porch like you never seen a gym
10 toes to the ground
I just want the gold and the crown
No royale I want the real life
I just need some space she always asking what I feel like
I say real nice
But we both know that that's a lie
She ask me to come over but my hands are tied
Maybe I could make some time but do I want to
I'm feeling fucking sick of all these hoops I have to jump through
Nothing ever easy as a I want to
I thought you were the one what has it come to
I used to be a big spender
But now i'm gone be lucky if I even see December
I just, lost my temper like a big spender
Like to, be the center of attention at all times
Like a, big spender, real big spender
Someone bring a cup of lean and lobster tail for dinner
Hell yeah, yeah yeah, hell yeah, yeah yeah
Like a, real big, real big spender hell yeah
Lemme just take a minute to thank the mailman
Look at my bank then at look at my face
The only response is hell yeah
So no man down round here
If I eat then you eat
That's my plan for the year
And it's clear
Yeah it's clear what I gotta do
Big spender with attitude
I'm thinking me and California might just be compatible
Time to take my capitol and use it for my gain
I wrote a thousand chapters in this book but ripped the page
No it's not staged I bring the pain for my heart
I've seen plenty days but the best is yet to start
It feels like, Everyday I'm in the dark
Walking up at 3 am to smoke in empty parks
Hill n dale
That's how I deal with vices
I burn the pain away
Don't care what the price is
It's the icing on the cake for a long day
I used to be a big spender
But now i'm gone be lucky if I even see December
I just, lost my temper like a big spender
Like to, be the center of attention at all times
Like a, big spender, real big spender
Someone bring a cup of lean and lobster tail for dinner
Hell yeah, yeah yeah, hell yeah, yeah yeah
Like a, real big, real big spender hell yeah