Paranoia

Always at night
We're laughing & crying
A joy filled kind
Till I start spiraling

Do you really mean what you said?
Are you only lying?
Or am I hiding?

Paranoia
Can't afford you anymore
Assumptions hurt ya
Don't know what I'm crying for
Something's gonna break
Something's gotta change
Living this way

In & out
Of my own body
Conscious doubts
Yet feeling nothing
I'm hearing someone

Is truth what I said?
Do I believe the worst is best?

Paranoia
Can't afford you anymore
Assumptions hurt ya
Don't know what I'm crying for
Something's gonna break
Something's gotta change