Repeated Apology

I believe that it is time

It doesn't get much clearer
Until you take a look in the mirror
Your repeated apologies
Won't change my mind

Disappointed in the fact that I'm stuck here with myself
Crying for help
I am so over this
You self-centered bitch
Even though it's hard to comprehend that I am leaving you behind
I believe that it is time

What's making this so hard
Is I can see you've been trying (see you've been trying)
Can't seem to push myself so far
To look past when you were lying (when you were lying)
We're wasting our time
You're so out of line
Now I'm standing my ground
Now why would I try to make things right
If I don't want you around?

Fuck that
Woe is me and I am sorry that
No matter what you always put me last
Made me question worth of my entire past
I'm depleting so fucking fast
I am lost, no soul, not a place to go
Pushed below in a hole that is dug so low
Suffocating all alone with these hollowed out bones
No hope to hold, I think it's time to fold or die

What's making this so hard
Is I can see you've been trying (see you've been trying)
Can't seem to push myself so far
To look past when you were lying (when you were lying)
We're wasting our time
You're so out of line
Now I'm standing my ground
Now why would I try to make things right
If I don't want you around?

I can't keep stopping your bullets
They're starting to break my skin (starting to break my skin)
We've been at this for far too long
I've lost track of where it all began
I can't keep stopping your bullets
They're starting to break my skin
We've been at this for far too long
I've lost track of where it all began

What's making this so hard
Is I can see you've been trying (see you've been trying)
Can't seem to push myself so far
To look past when you were lying (when you were lying)
We're wasting our time
You're so out of line
Now I'm standing my ground
Now why would I try to make things right
If I don't want you around?