The Enemy Arrives

Something's not right
I can't describe it
It's not on the surface
But something's not right

I have lived in this body for 27 years
But I always knew I was the only one inside
I feel like the heroin addict
From The Drawing of the Three
Someone's inside
But I can't get him out even though I know
He's there
And this time it's not the Gunslinger

She's looking at me differently
She sees it too
I can't hide the strange way I have felt
Too many strange signs giving me away

What is wrong with me?
I look and feel different
Dark rings circle my eyes
I think she knows who's inside

God please tell me
What is wrong with me?
She knows, but why won't she tell me?