On Me

I pray to you my lord
Pray to you my lord

I pray to you my lord if you can please give me a sign
To let me know that the path I've chosen is the one you assigned
To me, carried by my mother, oh my god, on you, I love her
Never in the world would I ask for another brother
I'm just an image of my father, who is the author
Who brought me up and taught me all about the mottos
Good intentions is all you should ever follow
And if proven otherwise then be wise, you must take that pride and swallow
How do I grow with someone when everyone I have ever met lacks somatotropin
I put my hope in love, inside that locket
And tossed the key
I never thought that I would need to get it back from thee, on me
I'm Solo, living in my house, at war with myself to become a star
Came a long way from cheap tequila, gas station cigars
Making sure my goals and executions correspond
The best way to get even with these pussies is beating the odds
Just hopped off the phone with Steph, she's a real one
She tells me, stop beating yourself up, you must calm down
You're twenty four making ... figs a year, you built your dream studio, in your own fucking house
Not pushing M's but still managing to build a portfolio
Owning business and properties always been the manifesto
Labels with no backing hit me like, can we invest bro
Talking to me is insulting when I am the best tho
This is like way back when I was packing bags at Petco
I don't care about the gross, tell me how much I net bro
Accolades cannot be given to me, need em bestowed
Don't fuck up my fade when that sword goes across my head tho
I'm over all the bullshit
Of playing peoples emotions
And waking up every morning
Not knowing what I should do
Am I doing this shit for me?
Am I doing it all for you?
Feeling lost
Because this house ins't a home
Backing off of the gas, not staying in motion
Now I feel super bad
When did I get so sad
Given you all of yours
But where are my roses at
Don't deserve them at all
What have I accomplished
People say it's a lot

But have people ever known me? Ohh I tell you they're not
Helping me out all, feels like they want me to stop
Getting to the bag, but really the bag is all I got
I haven't drank in while and it feels really good
But now it's harder to fight the thoughts that come up with a wood
Analyzing the past, now I know what I should
Time's traveling fast, I really should make it good
Put my time and my effort into what I need to grow
I'm removing all the leaches that be sucking out my soul
You can't claim loyalty when inconvenience makes you fold
We got Poker faces Georgias Winters doggy we cold
They're asking me how I did it

When hard work and dedication never let me down
Recognition from my peers never came around
I done seen a lot of people go up and down
Hurts the most when people you picked up put you down
If you dig deep down
You can protect that flame
Don't let the cold put it out
I promise you its a shame
Looking back, I should've kept that little flicker alive
Cause being alone shouldn't be all the time