After Life

Thoughts in my head probably better off dead
Maybe the after life better instead
Dip my nose in the drugs stick my finger in her butt
Keep a different woman up in my bed

She only here cause I'm lonely
I don't wanna be alone, hate it when she say she gotta go home
When you get there pick up the phone
When you get there pick up the phone

Thoughts in my head probably better off dead
Maybe the after life better instead
Dip my nose in the drugs stick my finger in her butt
Keep a different woman up in my bed

She only here cause I'm lonely
I don't wanna be alone, hate it when she say she gotta go home
When you get there pick up the phone
Pain always kick in when they gone

Got hight last night, I'm on the come down
Lil' too late no where to run now
How many pills does it take to kill the pain
Life hell I'm living in a flame

How many slits does it take to the vein
Weed, sex, drink, cocaine
How many shells does it take to the brain
She wanna fuck again but I just came

Might be going insane driving fast in the rain
Close my eyes and prepare for the bang
Tried God, tried hard, tried praying to the stars
But these suicidal thoughts don't change

And its fuck you I need someone to blame
But it's my fault so I know where to aim
Put the bullet in the gun put the gun on my tongue
Close my eyes and prepare for the bang

Prolly won't get love until I leave
Take a picture now on 3 say cheese
You can pray for me but it's really no need
Everything comes just so everything can leave, huh

I prolly won't get love until I leave
Take a picture now on 3 say cheese
You can pray for me but it's really no need
Already tried and I even said please

Thoughts in my head probably better off dead
Maybe the after life better instead
Dip my nose in the drugs stick my finger in her butt
Keep a different woman up in my bed

She only here cause I'm lonely
I don't wanna be alone, hate it when she say she gotta go home
When you get there pick up the phone
When you get there pick up the phone

Thoughts in my head probably better off dead
Maybe the after life better instead
Dip my nose in the drugs stick my finger in her butt
Keep a different woman up in my bed

She only here cause I'm lonely
I don't wanna be alone, hate it when she say she gotta go home
When you get there pick up the phone
Pain always kick in when they gone

Really my whole thing is just to leave my music behind
You na' I mean and however far I just however far I get
But honestly as long as I can leave my music behind
Then shit, you know Tupac, Nipsey, Lil peep even
They all left their music behind and that's what I'm doing really