Текст и перевод песни Lena Park - Why, If it was to be like this?

Why, If it was to be like this?

이럴 줄 몰랐어 정말 좋았었는데
내 두 눈 가에 눈물이 가득 고여
좋았던 기억이 까맣게 번져버려
난 멍하니 닦아 내고 있어

행복할 줄 알았어 표현이 참 예뻤던
너의 고백이 진심인 줄 알았어
이제 아침이면 다시 난
니가 없는 긴 하루를 또 살아갈 텐데

이럴걸 왜 사랑한다 말했니 이럴걸 왜 그리 잘했니
이번엔 다르다고 말했잖아 그래서 믿었는데
이럴걸 왜 사랑한다 말했니 이럴걸 왜 그렇게 잘했니
이제와 이런 말 소용없지만 믿을 수가 없어

젖은 베개에 엎질러진 눈물과
주워 담을 수 없는 우리 약속들
빗방울을 타고 흐르는 이 눈물에
나도 흘러 없어졌으면

이럴걸 왜 사랑한다 말했니 이럴걸 왜 그리 잘했니
이번엔 다르다고 말했잖아 그래서 믿었는데
이럴걸 왜 사랑한다 말했니 이럴걸 왜 그렇게 잘했니
이제와 이런 말 소용없지만 믿을 수가 없어

니가 처음 왔던 그때로 돌아가
모른 척 난 지나칠 거야
혼자도 웃으며 살던 그때로 다 되돌리고 싶어

이럴걸 왜 사랑이라 말했니
사랑이 왜이리 아프니
이렇겐 안된다고 말했잖아 그렇게 빌었는데
이럴걸 왜 사랑한다 말했니
이럴걸 왜 그렇게 잘했니
이제와 이런 말 소용없지만 믿을 수가 없어

Why, If it was to be like this?

I didn't know it would be like this, it was really good
Tears are welling up in my eyes
Good memories are all gone
I'm just wiping them away

I thought I would be happy, the confession was so beautiful
I thought your confession was sincere
Now in the morning again
I'll live another long day without you

Why did you say you loved me? Why did you do so well?
You said it would be different this time, so I believed you
Why did you say you loved me? Why did you do so well?
These words are useless now, but I can't believe it

Tears spilled on the wet pillow
And our promises that I can't keep
I wish I could disappear in these tears flowing with the raindrops
If only I could disappear

Why did you say you loved me? Why did you do so well?
You said it would be different this time, so I believed you
Why did you say you loved me? Why did you do so well?
These words are useless now, but I can't believe it

Go back to when you first came
I'll pretend I don't know
I want to go back to when I was laughing alone

Why did you say it was love?
Why does love hurt so much?
I told you it wouldn't work, I begged you
Why did you say you loved me?
Why did you do so well?
These words are useless now, but I can't believe it