Текст песни What i have on mind - Leon Casanueva

My mouth smells like broken dreams, alcohol and weed
My room smells like cigarettes, childhood traumas and fears
I'm so tired of feeling like every day is the same
I'm so high that i can't speak and i forgot my name

Faking a smile is easier than explaining why you're sad
Crying in the sheets is more comfortable than dreaming bad
If i got an overdose don't be surprised
We all gonna die one day but
When have we truly lived?

Life can be your best friend but also your baddest enemy
If I don't make a decision I'm going to go fucking crazy
I try to save everyone
But who saves me?
I don't lie when i say "I miss the old me"

To pretend it doesn't hurt, hurts double
These bad habits got me in a big trouble
Why do I think this putting this needle in my vein?
But my once sunny days were nothing but rain

Everyday feels like deja vu
Everyday feels like deja vu
These are the cards God dealt me, There's nothing I can do
Just keep in mind and don't for get that i'm a person too!