Текст песни Drowning - Levi Hinson , Kevin Hackett

I live in fear of what I don't know And when no one's around I'm
Afraid of being solo My friends don't understand sarcasm's a mask for
The feelings I don't wanna say I have And every time we talk I just
Have to make a joke Distance is comfort,
And that's just how I cope I'd rather be up in my room making all
This music but this writer's block is killing me Feel like I can not
Improve Wanna be the best that I can be But all my work is effortless
It's all up in my head, I can dream though Never less,
I'm heaven-sent but I just need some guidance Trying to write rhymes
But all I hear is silence And I don't wanna be known for having no
Work ethic Wanna paint a picture for y'all But the words never come
Into my mind And when they do,
They're never that encouraging I'm trying harder to write rhymes that
Don't cut ties I saw my mom cry whenever she heard Winter I never
Realized how deep those words hit her
She asked if she was doing her job I said "
Mom, it was just a spur of the
Moment comment" And she looked at me said "
That doesn't change the words you just recorded And put out on the
Internet due to all your boredom" I get it now So I just wanna
Clarify the comments that I made I have a love and family and they
Always support me And sometimes we fight,
But that isn't important I love them all to death and I really do
Regret putting them in a negative in some of my recordings I'm just a
Young kid with a big dream I mess up a lot but I'm doing some big
Things And no matter the obstacles I know that God sees what
I'm doing and He's blessing me with these words that I sing, huh
Like Adrian, I gotta let this stress out Lot of things on my mind I
Can barely rest now Nobody wants to talk Don't get as many texts now
All my friends at my school think
Of me as less How did this all happen?
They all saw me differently when I started rapping Talked behind my
Back and laugh at every track And in this race I ran I chose the
Wrong path and I hate it This laziness consumes me Usually I'm a
Fool, see I never work hard And it's abused me To the point of
Insanity asking God to heal me I don't care if it's gradually Do it
Someday, let me know if it's happening Sin is a drug and I know I'm
Relapsing Tried walking on water,
I'm in the surface gasping God just take my life again without me
Even asking Got some other things on my brain Lately I've dropping in
Most of my grades My internal battery died Can't get a single A And
On top of that, I can't get a single date Cause I'm drowning Nothing
But pressure coming around me I don't have a rap voice,
I know how I'm sounding It's the best I can do after three years and
Counting Still got fans and all those who doubt me But all in all,
God's got my back The water I was drowning in I now walk on that
There's moments when I want to pause,
Relax But faith without works is nothing but crap We're just young
Kids with big dreams We mess up a lot but we're doing some big things
Life is not always as bad as it seems All I know
Is that it's better when you live it with a King Yeah