black dress

There were so many times
Where I wish you would've made your amends
Guess I thought you knew
I didn't wanna stay friends
But that's all in the past now
Tried forgetting but it didn't last, no
If you could hear me right now
You were everything I had

I should've told you
That I wanted you back
I just never thought I'd see you
When I'm dressed in black
Never thought you would've left
Should've thought about that
Used to tell me that I'm crazy when I'm feeling bad
Now you're gone I'm regretting what I said
One two three times face turn red
Wish I could just get you out of here, too late
Never thought I'd be the widow
Talking to the grave yeah

I know you felt the worst of it all
But the truth is now I'm thinking that it's all my fault
As the days go by and the clock hits five
I just lock my mind forever
Now I hate when I see you in my dreams
Always panic and I wake up sweating in my jeans
Thinking that it's always real but it's never what it seems
Don't fade away from me
Please tell me where to be

I should've told you that I wanted you back
I just never thought I'd see you
When I'm dressed in black
Never thought you would've left
Should've thought about that
Used to tell me that I'm crazy when I'm feeling bad
Now you're gone I'm regretting what I said
One two three times face turn red
Wish I could just get you out of here, too late
Never thought I'd be the widow
Talking to the grave yeah

Everybody saying that you're with me
Everybody tell me it's just grieving
Love is always present when I'm thinking
Truth is I wish I was the one leaving
I don't want you fading from my memory

I should've told you
That I wanted you back
I just never thought I'd see you
When I'm dressed in black
Never thought you would've left
Should've thought about that
Used to tell me that I'm crazy when I'm feeling bad
Now you're gone I'm regretting what I said
One two three times face turn red
Wish I could just get you out of here, too late
Never thought I'd be the widow
Talking to the grave yeah