Lost My Carti

Don't you wanna, wanna lay in bed all day with me?

My life been on standby, not telling my friends right
I keep going through this shit, but I'm keeping my chin high
Tryna solve away problems, even told you, "I'm sorry"
I was moving way too fast, didn't even notice I saw you
Get some racks, let you borrow

I done fucked up life so much, and I'm just tryna go harder
Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care of my daughter
I been tryna keep my head right and I lost my father
When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother
When you jump into them speeds, nigga, you gotta be smarter
Want you a bag, hit the trap, you better not be tardy
I'll still be chasing after money when I turn 40
I fucked up 20 thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti

I love you 'til I'm very old, you know you my Barbie
I love my niece, I told my brother take care of Marley
If you feel like I didn't care 'bout you, then baby, I'm sorry
If you feel like I ain't pay attention enough, I'm sorry
If you feel like I wasn't there enough, I tell you, I'm sorry
If you feel like I wasn't in your life enough, then I'm sorry
If I ain't send enough money to the jails, then I'm sorry
I ain't stop you from crashing, I look good, and I'm sorry

Pain just don't go away
All that envy in your heart, I hope it go away
All these bad thoughts in my head, I hope it go away
I don't think 'bout you no more, our memories erase
I been doing drugs, I'm a real rockstar
Rolling off two pills right now, and I might still pop a bar
How the fuck is you a killer? You ain't kill anyone

I done fucked up life so much, and I'm just tryna go harder
Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care of my daughter
I been tryna keep my head right and I lost my father
When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother
When you jump into them speeds, nigga, you gotta be smarter
Want you a bag, hit the trap, you better not be tardy
I'll still be chasing after money when I turn 40
I fucked up 20 thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti

They ask me about my feelings, and I don't say a word
You gon' act like I ain't do nothing for you, bitch, you got some nerve
I'm so gullible, but now I understand I never learn
You gon' blow one day, but you gotta be patient enough and wait your turn

All these voices in my head, nigga, what you looking for?
If you ain't got everything up front, no point of booking us
Got a call, my nigga died, shit had me shook enough
I'm in the 'yo 'til 2 a.m., just in here cookin' up
Can't go out bad, that's rookie stuff
You should've known that you can't kill an opp just looking tough
They should've told you that I wasn't never giving up
They should've told you that I ain't never gave a fuck

I done fucked up life so much, and I'm just tryna go harder
Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care of my daughter
I been tryna keep my head right and I lost my father
When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother
When you jump into them speeds, nigga, you gotta be smarter
Want you a bag, hit the trap, you better not be tardy
I'll still be chasing after money when I turn 40
I fucked up 20 thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti

Don't you wanna, wanna lay in bed all day with me?