Messed Up

(So messed up)
I hope I miss my flight
So I can sit inside my room all night
Thinkin how my parents got divorced
I ended up in Kansas City
Started writing songs in basements
Hoping somebody would hear me

I'm so messed up
Don't preach to the choir
Red pills crushed up
Throw me to the fire
Sorry if I let you down
Every time I come around
I'm so messed up

My body's full of snakes
I poison eveything I touch these days
I watched my parents get divorced
And then again when I was 20
Now it is so hard to believe you
When you tell me that you love me

I'm so messed up
Don't preach to the choir
Red pills crushed up
Throw me to the fire
Sorry if I let you down
Every time I come around
I'm so messed up, yeah

I'm so messed up
Don't preach to the choir
Red pills crushed up
Throw me to the fire
Sorry if I let you down
Every time I come around
I'm so messed up

I'm so messed up
I'm so messed up
I'm so messed up
I'm so messed up