Fake Smiles

I know you went away for awhile
But now you gotta wait for awhile
The only thing I see is fake smiles
I am in my own head and mind
Your love, I need it
I'm stuck, I'm bleeding
Don't know when you're leaving
You're the only thing I needed

Yeah I feel the pain but i'll be alright
I'm the one to blame but I swear that i'll get by
Say you feel the same that's a damn lie
You should feel ashamed with those devil eyes
You caught me by surprise just like a drive by
You shot me in the heart
Stab me in the spine
Tear me apart
Leave me behind
Had a feeling from the start but I was too damn blind
I'm tryna live pure
My hearts been broke i'm looking for a cure
I can't love no more
No I can't trust no more

I know you went away for awhile
But now you gotta wait for awhile
The only thing I see is fake smiles
I am in my own head and mind
Your love, I need it
I'm stuck, I'm bleeding
Don't know when you're leaving
You're the only thing I needed

A lost cause, emotional provoke
Hit pause, cause my life's a joke
I don't know where to go
Got no path i'm so alone
Now i'm a fucked up broken soul
Life's moving too fast and i'm moving too slow
I'm falling down this deep black hole
So watch me go die in vain
Can't escape from my brain
Can't go back to those days
I'm too tied up from all of these chains
You, i'm running from you and i've got nothing to lose