Tonight

I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight
I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight

I've been feeling down to myself
Girl I think I need your help
I've been thinking if you love me could we talk and take it slowly
Like we on a roller coaster with our ups and downs
If I treated you right would I get a crown
We could live happily ever after
With no more disasters
I'll be better no more sinking
I'll get sad and start drinking
Like the grinch my heart is shrinking
And my thoughts always stay disappearing

I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight
I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight

I'm feeling lost and i'm running out of time
The only way I feel is when I try to rhyme
Cutting myself daily is what I call divine
Count the cuts to about fifty-nine
Everyone hates me and I know it
Hella depressed and I show it
Heart is shattered someone broke it
Can't build a new one so imma grow it
I just want to try and feel alive
Don't know if i'll survive
I've been broken ever since I was five
And even then it was hard to hide
Put on a fake smile usually fits
Even when my heart is torn to bits
Don't worry about me i'll be fine
Just think of me as a broken design
In the end I'll be gone from your mind
Hopefully others keep their pride
If you can't find me I died
You say at my funeral they will cry
You know for a fact that it's a lie
At least you'll get to touch the sky
Until then i'll do what I can to not say goodbye

I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight
I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight

I'm tired of feeling this damn way
Someone rid me of this pain
I'm tired of feeling this damn way
Someone rid me of this pain

I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight
I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna die tonight