By the Throat

Has me by the throat
The sick that grips and won't let go
It hides so you can't tell
I'm a floating vessel, empty shell

I need freedom
So I seek wisdom
But I fall victim to myself

I need answers
Desperate disaster
The sick that grips and won't let go

I can't bare anymore

Light mood
Fooled you
Cheer pills kept out of view
Mundane
Slow crawl
Drowning in the darkest room

I know I'm not what I used to be
Just want to feel and fucking breathe

I can't bare anymore