imma be älright

(Mergo!)

Introduce myself consciously
Felt so much deeper than the water, hostility

I came to clear it

Who would have thought I would make this a bar?
Paid attention more to lyricism as moments so far

Vivid memories, spending hours on my ps2
Jak and Daxter hits the hardest, played it right afterschool
Couple slices with some soda, way before I started thinking 'bout areolas
Crazy how it seems, my life was going well for the moment

Until I got older
Blood exposed on my shoulders
Developing a crooked smile
Wouldn't sell if I have told you

Growing to without a little doubt, it might just shut me out
The difference is just something younger me that cannot live without

And when I said I got you, you know I got you
Apologies for acting out of order, was out my mind too
Spending months forgetting who I was, amnesia's through the roof
I ate my last cake outside my home, the lack of sweet was truth

Had to fake a smile for quite a while, in truth I wasn't there
Wasn't visible up to the point I had to cut my hair
Buying countless games like they were chains, I really didn't care
I had my ex sobbing on the daily, my anger was prepared

Spent a couple months all by myself inside an empty home
Self-diagonesed with high depression, was my sense of tone
Grieving every second through the day, I guess I lost control
Whats the point of rearanging stuff the person no longer holds?

I don't even know

But now I wonder
If my angels got me through the thick and thin, the rain and thunder
Will the self-steem of wicked dreams would shake me through my slumber?
Or the fact that another boy will never see his mother

Or his siblings
Will I get rid of this feeling?
Staring at these see-through shadows makes me look like the villain
Have me texting old numbers, but a response, never hear em
Me without my other half is like a sale without clearance

You see

The picture more in danger for the one's who caused madness
Had to put my life on pause, I would of failed or in static
The only memories I have are pictures up in a package
Belongings I have cherished more than ever since it first happened

Now just imagine

Someone has to come and take the torch to also guide the light
Has to use the burden that was passed to run into the fight
Steady makes mistakes but every problem ain't gon' turn out right
To rest his head, turn the lights, and say proudly

"Imma be alright"