Текст песни F****d Up - Luminus

Yeah
There are a few things that I would really like to say
Spotlight now is on me you can't rain on my parade
They been holding me too long but now it's time to elevate
You get high up in the sky but the problems they gon' stay
Music taught me how to put my pain in a song
Sicko on the come up I just started I'm not done
Still so much to conquer cause I'm gon' be number one
And tell my opps I'm here I ain't hiding I dont run
All those who been with me I know I can be too much
Thanks for always ridin' and for keepin' it a buck
Ridin' for my brothers take no breaks and never stop
Ain't looking for attention want respect and I want trust
I just need a girl who can comfort me
I just need a girl who look out for me
I been on my own I look out for me
Hotel suite feels empty cause it's all for me
All these fucking people what they want from me
Now they see me drippin' now they fuck with me
Let me mind my business they all come for me
Trying not to go off is just hard for me
Everyday a new girl man this life is movin' fast
But no feelings are involved cause I been fucked up in the past
I put everything on froze I be throwing around cash
I be actin' like a player cause in life that's where I'm at
Still remember her cause she's always in my sleep
She the reason why I locked my feelings really deep
Baby palm tree was her name she like a dream
Till she turned into a nightmare and now she haunting me
I don't understand
Confused I really am
How you say you love me then you kiss another man?
Ever since you left
Nothing was the same
Years are passin' by still you all day in my head
Man I am so numb
Pretending to be strong
Why is it so hard just to fucking movin' on
Maybe I was wrong
Cause I took it slow
I should've been the one but I didn't act on
I don't understand
Confused I really am
How you say you love me then you kiss another man?
Ever since you left
Nothing was the same
Years are passin' by still you all day in my head
Man I am so numb
Pretending to be strong
Why is it so hard just to fucking movin' on
Maybe I was wrong
Cause I took it slow
I should've been the one but I didn't act on
I don't understand
Confused I really am
How you say you love me then you fuck another man? (yeah)
I'm feelin' fucked up (yeah)
I said I'm feelin' fucked up (huh)
Lookin' for somebody I can trust now (huh)
(Yeah I)
Feelin' fucked up
Lookin' for somebody who can hold me down
Never touch the ground because I'm high right now
I'm feelin' fucked up
Fucked up
Bitch I'm feelin'