Текст песни Hardlife - Luuh Tayee

I don't see the purpose I have
I don't even see why I laugh
My smile is fake, unlike a fact
Always thinkin' 'bout life, now that's a fact

It's like I don't wanna see you
Nor do I wanna see them too
I hate what I have to go through
And housework is all that I do

Faking smiles, that's all me
I don't wanna see them three
It's a hardlife when they're with me
And none of y'all will let me be

I would be wrong if I killed myself
Looking around for a book on the shelf
I don't even care, what am I here for?
And it's not that easy to walk out the door

All you do is make me feel shitty
That is why I'm not so friendly
I just want to be alone
And this isn't just a fuckin' song

What's the purpose, why am I here?
It's just a curse, which is my fear
Suicide is not the way
But maybe it is, if I don't wanna stay

I don't see the purpose I have
I don't even see why I laugh
My smile is fake, unlike a fact
Always thinkin' 'bout life, now that's a fact

It's like I don't wanna see you
Nor do I wanna see them too
I hate what I have to go through
And housework is all that I do

Laughs and Smiles is what you see and hear
But do you ever think of what I may fear
This is my story on what I be goin' through
And this is for me and my feelings too

When I was younger, I always got whooped
Now I get in trouble for things I don't do
When I was younger, I opened some books
But now all I do is sleep and look blue

If I come out, will that be right?
Or should I stay in until it gets tight?
I am not that scared of new heights
And karma's a bitch, the best of revenge

Sometimes at night, I cry myself to sleep
I do look alive, but my feelings I may keep
Y'all always gettin' mad, it is never that deep
I do cry a lot, but it really helps me sleep

I don't see the purpose I have
I don't even see why I laugh
My smile is fake, unlike a fact
Always thinkin' 'bout life, now that's a fact

It's like I don't wanna see you
Nor do I wanna see them too
I hate what I have to go through
And housework is all that I do