Текст песни Gothwhitebitch / Brøken (Freestyle) - Lønely Juan

Yuh Juan on the beat bitch

Yuh

Like I said, niggas not on my level
I'm not Rob Level but I'm a fucking smart rapper nigga
You would think I'm beating you when these raps a hit ya
Every time I'm stepping out, they snap a picture
I bet you fucking hate me yeah you mad as ever
If I look into the sky I'll see what I last remembered
Now I'm bout to be 18 when I pass December
Now look where my life has gone, am I passed forgiveness?

Do I even have a soul, Is it mines to own
I'm feeling so fucking empty like I've lost control
I don't want to feel this shit that's why I'm practicing flows
Tryna act like I'm not hurting but that's hurting the most

I'm here to find some damn answers, not put up with jokes
I like my girls goth and white I'm talking white like a ghost
And they hair real long yeah nigga you know
So when I hit it from the back I can pull it and go
Put it in a ponytail she looking real beautiful
And the ones with colored hair they some snacks on the low
I don't care if you don't like me I'ma do what I want, Yuh
This is my existence and I'm going for broke
Yuh

I'm just that broke kid but I'm not a novice
If you really wanna try me I dare you gone head
Never needed a ghost write I spit what's in my own head
Nobody ever wanted to help, but I got my own legs

I can't accept no failure this is not a choice
I rejoice because I finally found my fucking voice
Spent months spiraling into depression
Battling these suicidal thoughts I'm too aggressive
Every since I was a child all my problems made me reckless
I probably could've killed myself like any fucking second
But I had to fucking stay just to deliver my message
Sorry to everyone that I hurt, I fucking meant it
Yeah, I fucking meant it