Put Me First

Out of all the time I've been on this earth
I never could find no one that cherished my worth
I say it's all right, you just don't know where it hurts
Yeah, yeah, before I lose my mind about the bullshit, Imma put me first

Yeah, yeah, yeah, say I was flipping through my gallery
We used to be the best of friends and now they mad at me
Back to reality, I'm colder than December time
I ask for truth and that's so crazy, you don't remember lying

Back to this field of mine, I'll call a brain
You left your luggage there, I set it in flames
Accepting my flaws, I seen it all, I've been through the rain
The only beef we ever had was bout some bitch or for fame

If I don't give that shit to God, then tell me what do I gain
Don't confuse me with no bitch ass nigga
I ain't never been one and I'm never the two
If he talking out his teeth then we gon' knock his shit loose

If I'm lying, then I'm dyin', nigga, get your issue
No, I ain't stunting homie, he wanna beef still
They tryna say I'm fucked up, bitch, I'm from Leesville
Heard they was talking bout me, my nigga, please heal
Heal

Out of all the time I've been on this earth
I never could find no one that cherished my worth
I say it's alright, you just don't know where it hurts

Yeah, yeah, before I lose my mind bout the bullshit Imma put me first
Yeah, I'ma put me first