Текст песни I Can't Love Myself (feat. LMP the RAPPER) - Mac X3R0

I didn't wanna write a song but lately I feel hopeless
Keep seeing you and him together daily losing focus
Being a rapper was my dream praying I'm making progress
But dreaming of you every night is tryna change my focus
I know that you know this, but my body without yours is boneless
I know that you know this, but my home without your bodies homeless
I know that you know this, even in the summer I'm the coldest
I know that you know this, without you I'm always at my lowest
I know that you, are happier now that you're in his arms
Maybe I was hearing you ranting but I miss alarms
Baby I was steering your landing on a distant farm
Crazy I was feeling so angry all I wish is calm
I lost my lucky charm and now I'm feeling this stress
I don't wanna harm you yet I'm feeling depressed
I don't mean to scar me but my bleeding just lets
Me tell my body that I'm healings now revealing regret
I'm squealing I let another bottle down my neck and now I'm killing my chest
I'm filling everything I find into a cup to forget
I'm dissing everything I like so I can't love or upset
Myself, every single day I try to stop and reset
I miss you, I didn't like the way we both were miss used
I sit through thinking to myself how much I want to kiss you
I live through, my life alone and I just want to wish you
A happy future with your guy now can you pass a tissue
I'm sorry

Girl, I can't love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else
Girl, I can't love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else

Yuh, Sad Boy nothing less than prolific, I got these
Twisted visions in my head as results of this sickness
Slittin, my wrist so she can see value in inches
Gave her my trust so she could make careful incisions
On my heart, n before they could heal, she ripped the stitches
She said that this is how love feels but, it seems so sadistic
Her Snake eyes were blinded by her unrighteous convictions
Maybe this is the reason to why I feel so constricted
Omni-potent poison pumpin til its overflowin
Causin commotions in this seemingly bottomless ocean
If I wasnt for my stone cold stare, and lack of emotions
Then I don't really see a reason why I should still be floatin
She got me overdosing, on all of these love potions
Eternal comatosis, I try to trust the process
The more I try to open, the more I become frozen
But maybe I get off on this and i aint even notice