Текст песни New Thing - Maniac

Waking up, I drag myself out of bed
I can't escape this overwhelming sense of dread
When it finally feels like I can spend
My life like I want
I've got a new thing, but im down the same hole again

Try my best at writing
Some meaning into whining
Rhyme hypnotize with nacho fries
Like it means anything
All the kids around my age
Are planning out their dreams
Im still trying to figure out
Why I'm so bad at everything

Riding in a bus at dawn
To go back to the place I hate
Everything is hanging onto
Another one of my mistakes
There's someone I knew in highschool sitting right across the aisle
I knew she wouldn't recognize me
She's got a gun inside her Bible

My thoughts betray my conscience
Feel like I'm lying to myself
What difference would it make
Its what I do with everyone else
No one's called me in 6 months
No one cares if I need help
But yet they come to me with problems
That they could have fixed themselves

Can't help over thinking
(Ive got a new thing but I'm down the same hole again)
I feel like I'm sinking
(Ive got a new thing but I'm down the same hole again)
Can't help over thinking
(Ive got a new thing but I'm down the same hole again)
I feel like I'm shrinking
(Ive got a new thing but I'm down the same hole again)