Текст песни Help Me - Marsianna

Again
We are buying time again
From a place
They take credit cards only
But all
I have
Is a little bit of cash in my
Left pocket
So give
Me your hand
I will tryna run as fast as i can

Help me
Help me understand this life
It's crazy
To be apart from you
And lately
I don't give damn if i try too hard
It scares me
How much i need you, oh

Afraid (oh)
My hands are tied behind my back
(my back)
Your face
In my memory, it fades away
But all
I can do
Is to be a little brave right at this moment
To step
Into the darkness
Not sure what it is there in
The end

Help me
Help me understand this life
It's crazy
To be apart from you
And lately
I don't give damn if i try too hard
It scares me
How much i need you, oh

Can someone make this clearer?
My vision's clouded by your
Presence
Oh, what should i do?

Help me
Help me understand this life
It's crazy
To be apart from you
And lately
I don't give damn if i try too hard
It scares me
How much i need you, oh