Текст песни Vent Session - Maurii

Ayy, this shit ain't really what it, what a nigga think it is
Everything be fine on the outside, but late night, that's when them thoughts come in
A nigga ain't good for real
But I don't, I don't, I don't talk to nobody about it
I'd rather hop on a beat and just let that shit go
Just let that shit flow

They ask how you sleep at night
Lately I've been sleeping with these demons
I'm asking for God help, but he don't answer sometimes
So I feel I gotta improvise and hold my own
Everytime it's 3am, I start recording these songs
Why is it the time when the spirits roam, I get my thoughts

I don't know who on my right n left, don't feel nobody
But I swear when I'm making these songs, I feel somebody
I swear when it get late at night, I'm starting to get too violent
I'm trying to slit your fucking throat, what you gon' do about it

Lately this shit been pissing me off, I don't want to talk about it
And I'ma punch you in your shit if you get too rowdy
Can't keep my hands to myself, can't get these thoughts out my head
Can't get these demons off of my shoulders

Oh yeah, he's starting to piss me off, yeah, I'm finna catch him
He been talking for a while, that choppa finna bless him
Lately ain't been feeling like myself, somebody done took over
The next time that I see that nigga, know his life over
I'm shaking from this anger, I'm tweaking from these problems
As much as I talk to somebody, they can't fucking solve them
I'm doing it for my mama, I'm dealing with my trauma
If a nigga wanna go play with me, I put this on my mama

I'ma take you out this bitch
I swear to God, I swear to God, I'ma take you out this bitch
I can't go, I can't go, I put that on my soul
I been dealing with this shit since I was 15 years old
I been fighting demons in my fucking head since my papa been gone
And it's been fucking with me
I made a promise to do it all and it's fucking with me
Fulfill my dreams, I don't see that shit happening no time soon

When I look up, I see blood in the sky
When I look up, I got tears in my eyes
When I look down, I see dreams and goals
Fancy clothes, Cars, and hoes
If you fuck with me, like you say, it'll show a little bit
I ain't made it that far to put no scars on my wrist
But that thought come around every now and then
But then I snap up out this shit, it's time to get it in
I got a grind for what I want, gotta grind for what I need
Will you hear my prayers, I been begging on my knees
They say I need a therapist, but I really don't
I'd rather hop on beats and let my pain fucking go