Текст песни never thought - Maurii

I never thought in my life they would
Bail on me fail on me

I never thought in my life they would bail on me
Leave me to bleed only come around when they need sum'
Feel they don't like me they rely on me
For to keep them going

But the demons that sit on my shoulders lately
They been scoring one more point
I might go If I'm no longer here who gonna tend to my soul?
You tell them you wan' be a rapper
They wan' take it as a joke
But the ones that I see believe when I make it then you know they on

Whatever they want diamonds cars clothes
I buy everybody everything fore I think about my own
Rather help them fix all their problems fore I wanna think about my own
Maybe that's why my mind ain't right
They don't help you when you down

When you fall they not around
When you call they out of town
When you call get the dial tone
When you down they gone doubt on you
Where's the love when you need it?
Where's the drugs? I'm fienin'

I see why its so many rich junkies
When you down they don't help you with a thing
When you up they wan' ask for everything
Where you was at? I ain't have a name
You was nowhere to be found
Ghost casper or whatever you wan' call it

And whenever they pass that ball
I know not to drop it I gotta just keep runnin
Even when you ain't got the ball
You gotta keep goin' you cannot fuck up
Feel like an anomaly but I'm the one that goes unnoticed
But how long will it take till they notice

And once I get the chance I can't blow it
And I'm hard they already know it
I'm on guard I'm keepin' it goin
And you can't get my heart cause it's flowin fast
It done been hurt so much It don't even beat the same
I just wanna walk on stage hearing them screamin' my name
All the ones that walked out on me charge that shit to the game
And I know my bros got me they'll drop sum' bout my name

I never thought in my life they would bail on me
Leave me to bleed only come around when they need sum'
Feel they don't like me they rely on me
For to keep them going

But the demons that sit on my shoulders lately
They been scoring one more point
I might go If I'm no longer here who gonna tend to my soul?
You tell them you wan' be a rapper
They wan' take it as a joke
But the ones that I see believe when I make it then you know they on

I never thought in my life they would bail on me
Leave me to bleed only come around when they need sum'
Feel they don't like me they rely on me
For to keep them going

But the demons that sit on my shoulders lately
They been scoring one more point
I might go all on my own