Night Diving (feat. Cameron Whitcomb)

I had a vision last night
Night diving in Monterey
That water on my skin
It washed my shame away

And I've been sipping on a poison even on the days I taste it
Run into the same wall all because I just can't face it

And I'm tired of running from the conversations
Screaming in the silence all alone
And I miss the innocence that it has taken
Oh, I'm frustrated, I can't take it
But I'll fake it, then I'll hate myself again

I had a vision last night
Horses on the granite plains (oh)
That sound of freedom stampedin'
Why can't I feel the same? (Oh)

I've been sleeping wide awake
Slow dancing 'round the cracks in the floorboards
Fighting myself while lying in a bed I made and can't ignore

And I'm tired of running from the conversations
Screaming in the silence all alone
And I miss the innocence that it has taken
Oh, I'm frustrated, I can't take it
But I'll fake it, then I'll hate myself again

(Ooh)
(Ooh)

Oh, I'm frustrated, I can't take it
But I'll fake it, then I'll hate myself
I'm bleeding, I can't breathe in
And I'm tearing at the seams
Oh, I'm so scared that I won't make it out
I'll let you down, and I'll hate myself again

Mm