Текст песни Meaning - Maximillion

Could you help me to find some meaning
I'm struggling to get my own
Could you help me to find some meaning
I don't know what I'm looking for
Mama why oh why did you leave me
Out here on my own
Coz I'm cold
I'm suffering and out here all alone
It's never enough to say how much I care
Or how long I shed my tears still
I wish I was a kid again
Being rocked by your gentle hands
Being led into the starlight
On my way to paradise
I wish I was a kid again
Your protection was my best friend
Right now the world has forced me to become a man
Mama mama could you tell me now
Is it nice there where you are
All this time I kept on thinking
You were watching me from the stars
Mama why oh why didn't you tell me
The world was beast and tough
I'm just a few months now
From getting myself kicked out (oh)
It's never enough to say how much I care
Or how long I shed my tears still
I wish I was a kid again
Being rocked by your gentle hands
Being led into the starlight
On my way to paradise
I wish I was a kid again
Your protection was my best friend
Right now the world has forced me to become a man
And I'll never get the chance
To tell you how much I love you
And how I'm so grateful
But watch over me
Coz I need you now and here (ooooh)
Could you help me to find some meaning
I'm struggling to get my own
Could you help me to find some meaning
I don't know what I'm looking for
I wish I was a kid again
Being rocked by your gentle hands
Being led into the starlight
On my way to paradise
I wish I was a kid again
Your protection was my best friend
Right now the world has forced me to become a man