Not Enough

Blackout all the time
Hijacking my mind
Succumb to the endless drag
All this living on the edge
Could it all be overdue
Could these days be at their end for me and you
All this good for bad I can't take back

Maybe I'm not enough
Maybe I'm just meant to be
Forever burning at both ends
You can't regret what you never did so I did it all
I had to learn to swim
Caving in is inevitable
You don't have to fall again and again to find the end
Maybe I'm just not enough

Maybe it just got heavier
Maybe I'm too fucked up
So what
It's all the same to me
I know that it's harder these days
Everything in decay
It feels like any night I could slip away
Would that be okay
Watch the world explode when it all goes up
I can't take it anymore
Wish I could give it up
It's just my luck that everything gets fucked
And falls apart the second I lose my grip

Maybe I'm just meant to be
Forever burning at both ends
You can't regret what you never did so I did it all
I had to learn to swim
Caving in is inevitable
You don't have to fall again and again to find the end
Maybe I'm just not enough

It's just my luck that everything gets fucked
And falls apart the second I let my guard down
the moment of weakness takes me and I surrender
Maybe I'm just meant to be
Forever burning at both ends
You can't regret what you never did so I did it all
I had to learn to swim
Caving in is inevitable
You don't have to fall again and again to find the end
Maybe I'm just not enough