Trying

I feel like I need to apologize
You know that I can get stressed
You know I try to explain all the shit inside of my head
I don't think I even know I know I don't even think
When I'm angry I say stupid shit I wish that I didn't
And you so patient you know I appreciate you
You know that I want to be perfect for you see what I'll do
I need to say less do more just need a minute
I'm sorry I get silent but now trust me and listen

I'm always gonna feel what you feel
And I'm always gonna be right over here
And I'm trying trying trying trying
Trying to be better

I'm always gonna feel what you feel
And I never want to see all those tears
And I'm trying trying trying trying
Trying to be better

If I felt better about myself this ain't something I'd run from
Ego is the enemy that's where this come from
I'm angry but look I'm mad at myself
You ain't do nothing in fact you taught me so well
You softened me I don't judge mind clear I won't rush
Ego kept me so stuck I need you and you know what
I think I need you by my side now
Didn't think I'd ever say that I think it's time now

I'm always gonna feel what you feel
And I'm always gonna be right over here
And I'm trying trying trying trying
Trying to be better

I'm always gonna feel what you feel
And I never want to see all those tears
And I'm trying trying trying trying
Trying to be better

I'm trying trying trying trying trying
I'm trying trying trying trying trying

I'm trying trying trying trying trying
I'm trying trying trying trying trying

And I'm always gonna feel what you feel
And I'm always gonna be right over here
And I'm trying trying trying trying
Trying to be better

I'm always gonna feel what you feel
And I'm always gonna wipe all those tears
And I'm trying trying trying trying
Trying to be better

I'm trying to be better