Текст песни the NIGHTMARE interlude... (BURNOUT...) - Merc!

Happy place, happy place
Please don't cut... please don't cut
No, suck it up, you're not supposed to care
I just want to be able to li-

(You're nothing but a weak, weirdo little lovefool)
(He shouldn't be this way, they're already gay!)
(You'll ALWAYS be Mer-)
(Look at them, trying to change)
(No, not again, I wish it could be a dream...)

It's nothing but pressure, pressure, pressure, pressure
I'm trying, but it's not good enough
Please kill me, I swear I'm done
Would it be necessary? If I break down and this time it's deadly
Won't be surprised, I'll finally know why

And they tell me to shake it off (it's not easy for me)
I'm paralyzed, I swear I'll be fine
They think now that I'm out of line
I didn't want the eyes, please look away
I really wish that I could find the other world to stay

Look into my eyes
You wouldn't think I'm the one who suffers all the time?
But you know what they say
It's the silent ones that always suffer
And they say I have it good all the way

They don't know
My soul is always on death row
No one takes me seriously
But I always think, "one day, they'll see..."

When you're always the one who has to choose
You can't help but think of others, try to not dread, because it's not about you
And the moment you don't (why?)
But of course, the worst came true

I hate being right
Why God? I thought everything would be fine
The devil couldn't get to me
So he made me this way, and I was too young to see

Look into my eyes
You wouldn't think I'm the one who suffers all the time?
But you know what they say
It's the silent ones that always suffer
And they say I have it good all the way

They don't know
My soul is always on death row
No one takes me seriously
But I always think, "one day, they'll see..."

So go ahead, laugh at me! (Not good enough, no, you're not good enough)
Show me who I'm supposed to be (You'll be them, because you weren't born that way)
Who cares if it sounds bad
You know damn well I'll always be internally sad (You're failing, don't ever think of sailing)

So yell at me (Such a degenerate)
Take it away from me (would you ever succeed?)
Project society (you're being just like them...)
I swear I don't want to erase myself on purpose

No, no, no!
I don't talk because I know if I do, it'll never be right (SHUT UP!)
And when I get to explain, it'll never be between the lines (look, look)
Stop, stop, stop! (It's not working)
Please

(Is it over? Is it over?)
(Please, tell me it's over)
(Oh...)
(Let's try this again)