Dzistractions

I'm a positive person with bad tendencies
Got good intentions but my actions be mean
I been self destructive that's why I don't have a team
I need self discipline that's why I been obsolete
Got distracted by the screens and what people think of me
Every time you see me smile know that I am suffering
With myself self esteem and with self identity
Then I write in a verse so you can feel all of my grief

I'm not perfect I know this phase is a version of myself
I need to conquer from the lessons I've been learning
Lost sight of what my purpose is and that is love and honor good vibes and a
Wasted all my 20s now invested in my 30s
Gotta stop with all distractions that's relationships and money
Cell phone can not save ya
That just left me lonely
Music is the therapy
The Mic is who I vent to
It's meaning in the message of the music that I vent to
Take a second listen all my music esoteric different views and perspectives affirmations Of expressions
Five years in the game
I done changed, different aim, different pains, different chains
I have no one else to blame
But myself and my worth and the lack of my work
Not ashamed to say I cried but pride can get you murked
How my thoughts go bezerk being patient doesn't work
I done seen every side from the sky to the dirt
When depression starts to hurt and temptation starts to flirt

Still in the beginning got a marathon to finish
Gotta spend my time wise can not let the evil get it
I'm sagacious with decisions and divine with my vision
Go get mentally prepared for everything you about to witness
Welcome

So when you young and you make a mistake don't let them eat you up
Cause you got to fail in order to win
To understand how to hit the game winning shot you gotta miss the game winning shot
You know, you got to be tough because
The road to success is always under construction
It's never a clear path to success
The people who become successful are the people who have a relentless attitude
You just gotta hang in there thru the bad breaks
Cause the bad breaks is coming but the usually coming right before the big break is about to happen
You get a series of bad breaks and it stumbles up a lot of people
My success is to say to anyone
You can stumble
You can fall
You can get back up again