Текст песни Love drug / Goodbye (feat. Lambourne) - Midas

I can't do what you want
I thought you were the one
Thought we'd have a long run
In my dark path
You always felt like the sun-un
I know I gotta change
I gotta plunge in the mud
That's the cost when you love
Now we filled with distrust
Pain does thrust
If you not ready it's gon crush you
I seen what lust do
But I got accustomed
I want the real you
It's like you wear a costume

I can't do what you want
I thought you were the one
Thought we'd have a long run
In my dark path
You always felt like the sun-un
I know I gotta change
I gotta plunge in the mud
That's the cost when you love
Now we filled with distrust
Pain does thrust
If you not ready it's gon crush you
I seen what lust do
But I got accustomed
I want the real you
It's like you wear a costume

I had to make up for some things that I did wrong
I know that I did some things
That I can't mention in this song
But I
Did everything I could do for you
I had my face down
You were in my head
I was hanging by a thread
And you cut it loose

I can't keep everything inside
Cause the pain and the sadness
Turn to anger that multiplies
You know
Sometimes I'm feeling regret
Yeah I cannot lie
It's so hard to say goodbye
But I still hope that you gon thrive you know
Maybe you'll realize
That I always loved you
And you still in my mind
I hope nobody touch you
But I know time will heal
Stay focused on my skills
Cause the pain it kills
Anxiety I feel but it cost you

I'm tryna be a better man
And do everything I can
All the good times spent together
I hoped it would never end
But I know we can't pretend
I know that Ima feel lonely
I wrote destiny for you
That shit was truth
But that's the old me

I can't do what you want
I thought you were the one
Thought we'd have a long run
In my dark path
You always felt like the sun-un
I know I gotta change
I gotta plunge in the mud
That's the cost when you love
Now we filled with distrust
Pain does thrust
If you not ready it's gon crush you
I seen what lust do
But I got accustomed
I want the real you
It's like you wear a costume

I thought you were the one
I thought you were the one
Sick of fist fighting demons
Bout to grab me a gun
Look at that hail merry
All of that lights on
Go ahead take a pic
But put the flash on

I been singing sad songs
Been in it for so long
Treated me mad wrong
Old friends actin' pussy
They might need a tampon
You were sick mask off
Been in it sad fog
Made out on your dad's lawn
Now I wish it last long

She said I'm better off without her
I don't really think it's true
I wonder if she lost love
I wanna know the truth
I wonder if she's sadder
When she's with another dude
I don't want all of this pain
All I ever want is you

All I ever wanna do is get lost in
Your ocean I called it my poison
My conscious controlling
My thoughts always slowing my god
I keep rowing but how far can I go
I don't-

I can't do what you want
I thought you were the one
Thought we'd have a long run
In my dark path
You always felt like the sun-un
I know I gotta change
I gotta plunge in the mud
That's the cost when you love
Now we filled with distrust
Pain does thrust
If you not ready it's gon crush you
I seen what lust do
But I got accustomed
I want the real you
It's like you wear a costume

I don't know how you feel
But me I'm doing better
I tried to apologize for my behavior
But you wouldn't read my letter
And all I wanted was to be loved
Let's be honest you ain't really had the time
Cause you work so much
I wanna hit the club
And forget all about you
But the person I knew
Ain't you
And I guess for me too it's true
I know I fucked up a couple times
But so did you and I forgave you
And still through all of this shit I don't even hate you
But I think that you hate me
You think that I went too far
When you're tossed around and left inside a fog of hate
You feel your stress aggravate
All I felt was fear
It was unbearable
All I did was spill tears
It was embarassing
Knew I was being terrible
But how could leave me to be alone
Was all I thought?
To break up and just leave
Every single time that we fought
I know I should've seen
You probably didn't know how to end it
To be together I depended on it

But you don't know bout my past
You don't about what's been haunting me
had so many lives and people I had to leave behind me
Ain't had time to cry about it
I lived my live without complaining
But I be debating if that's the right way to cope
I don't wanna lie about it
I still had some hope
That you would understand and hold my hand
And tell me that's were fine
But I know we were bound to crumble at some point in time
I just wished you could've said goodbye
It hurt but I'll be fine now

You didn't really wanna talk anymore
I had no idea
How u was feeling at the time
You said you loved me but did you know?
Needed acceptance
From the person that helped me
When I was blind
You was so kind
I'm feeling like a burden
Out of my mind
I'ma need time
I'ma need patience
Ima be fine
Just gotta fight these demons

Tryna beat the game
It's insane
How it's playing with my mind
I love this shit so much I gotta win if not
In overtime
I let a lot slide
But there's fine line
Ain't talking bout your waistline
I'm talking bout the wasted time

We spent arguing now you don't wanna see me
Ended abruptly
Shit you played me like Jaden smith's EP
Thank god that I'm a wordsmith
The only shit that can heal me
I'm moving on slowly
Know I was wrong as well
But in the end you didn't treat me well
I wish you did
Wish me well
But so much for the wishing well
Felt like I was in hell
I know u did too
We were burning but you the one that turned the flames blue
You were my number one priority it's true
Cause now I got time to do shit I didn't do since I met you
If you hear this
It might upset you
But I don't wanna make you mad
Cause this shits not about revenge
I'm just channeling my sad thoughts
And I'm accepting the end

You didn't really wanna talk anymore
I had no idea
How u was feeling at the time
You said you loved me but did you know?
Needed acceptance
From the person that helped me
When I was blind
You was so kind
I'm feeling like a burden
Out of my mind
I'ma need time
I'ma need patience
Ima be fine
Just gotta fight these demons