Текст песни MY FEARS - Midas

I woke knowing that my end is getting near
I hope that I'm on my own when I see your fear
But I cant never ever leave you alone
I don't know how to let you go

Learning from the pain
Fuck it I know it wasn't in vain
Need to earn shit and work harder to obtain
Cause everybody wanna gain
Make a billion dollars
That shit like propeller
And a leash
I'm not trying to preach
I guess I'm convincing myself
I don't need money to unleash
Feelings of hapiness
I've been tryna harness
My vices
Tired of having em
I want them sing all my anthems
I keep my patience
Meditating I'm locked inside the basement
I'm not feeling complacent but it's never enough
Wake up, then eat, work out, grab the pen
And got school shit is tough
Can't see my friends
But in the end
It's cool
I'm working on trust
That shit is broken
But I'm hoping time get rid of the puss
Cause shit is ugly
I know my flow mean
But I'm working on my self esteem
Chasing my dreams
Ain't smoking weed
Or drinking alcohol
There's a place and a time
And Currently I'm not that state of mind
But maybe writing these rhymes will help better this state of mine
Look up to rappers
Cause they taught me most the things I need to know
If I can float towards better like the rapture
Please make it so
Get rid of foes by making peace
Maybe find out what love means
I guess I got a couple clues
But that shit hurt
Don't wanna bleed
Anymore
Feel the devil at my door
And I can't sleep
Cause my mistakes
I feel them deep in my core
Please take a seat if you ain't me
Cause I'm coming for the throne
Feeling lonely
But I don't weep
Ima get it on my own

I woke knowing that my end is getting near
I hope that I'm on my own when I see your fear
But I cant never ever leave you alone
I don't know how to let you go

Run motherfucker
The devil might catch up
But he can never catch us
Cause I know I've let hate control my mind
And I've let greed and lust control my actions
Hurting ones I love so I've refined
Myself
To get some satisfaction
From something that's real
Not just something that appeals at first glance
Like shorty ass
Or the clock when it's 10 minutes left of class
Life move fast
I got no time and no cash
No fame no popularity
I'm too focused on my past
I just needed some clarity
And now im on the right path
Ima conquer the world
And blast the game
And we'll never crash
And maybe fame
Can help maintain a level of pain
That's low
But it won't change all the shame and the strain
From this past I know
But I'm focused on the present
I keep the betrayals in mind
Fake niggas can stay peasants if you real
You gonna shine
The stars they will align
And we'll do way more than survive
When my mental derails
I Go outside and take a walk
Play Hunger on hillside
Or River road
Something to help me talk
On beats because sincerity gon help me rise
I've been inside
I've been tired
Always rapping
And making beats on the side
But I got UNI my schedule tight it's hard to decide
What choice is right
I just know I'll make my mom proud
One day we gon do interviews
Perform at rolling loud
For now I just keep jotting
And I refrain from plotting
But I'm better now
Than last year
No fears now no sad tears

I woke knowing that my end is getting near
I hope that I'm on my own when I see your fear
But I cant never ever leave you alone
I don't know how to let you go