Bad Part Of Town

I've been renting a room in a bad part of town
It's the only one that I can afford for now
I know that I could probably stay with some of my friends
But I don't wanna have to trouble them again
'Cause sometimes I fear if I ask too much
They'll no longer see me as a friend but a crutch
And I don't think I could deal with any of that now
I'll stay here in this bad part of town

I meet people left and right
They talk about their reasons to stay up all night
And sometimes someone asks me about mine
I tell them I could tell it in a single night's time
'Cause lots of things led me up to this
But not in the least that one bittersweet kiss
It must have happened somewhere in December, baby
You're still on my mind now it's six months later
And sometimes I wish that I could just forget
How crushed I was when you simply said
"I don't think I'm ready for more
I really like you but there's the door"

Now, oh my god
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Now all my thoughts
Keep on circling back to you
And I don't know if legs like that
Were elusive or just really nice
All I know is I think of you sometimes

And I tried to drink these thoughts away
But every single bottle only made you stay
Just a little bit longer, a little bit more
Now I'm passing out on a bathroom floor
And I know that I gotta get my shit together
Ain't nobody gotta tell me 'bout forever
I just need to learn how to love myself
Before I throw it away on a someone else

Now, oh my god
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Now all my thoughts
Keep on circling back to you
And I don't know if love like ours
Was elusive or just really nice
All I know is I think of you sometimes

Now, oh my god
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Now all my thoughts
Keep on circling back to you