Why (feat. Ai Yungin)

You say you love me then you leave
So what is that supposed to mean
I thought you was my love
Now you fucked up everything
You don't got a lot to offer
But got so much to receive
And every time you come around
I swear you're so relieved
You wanted to be free
So is it because of me
After everything we've been through
Kinda felt like you my queen
My heart fell down again
I'm stressed behind the wheel
And every time I try to talk
You cover up your ears

Like why
Why you had to leave
Why you had to leave
I'm so caught up in these streets
I'm still clutching on my steel
Like, like, like, like

Why
Why you had to leave
I'm so caught up in these streets
And I'm still clutching my heat
I can't really find a way out

All these perkys in my body
Hard for me to breathe
I can't really fuck with you shordie
Cause I sip lean

I was tryna better me
It wasn't working

I can't really be mad at you
Cause you ain't perfect

Thinking bout you on the beat
Waiting for it to drop again
My brother just left for Rehab
But you know he on Ox again

My jewelry frosted flakes
But I can't see my pops again

You get one thing for free in this life
And that's oxygen

Cause you ain't tryna hear
The drama shit that I've been through
My heart broke last December
Cause I'm tryna keep my cool
Not until I make it
Every day I'm in a stu

Flippin' on your gun
But you too afraid to shoot
Screaming fuck the J's
When you ain't supposed to red and blue

Forgive me when I lie
When you ask me for the truth
How you stabbed me in my back
When I tried to be with you

Bitch I'm thankful that you stabbed me
Cause my heart ain't bulletproof

Girl I'm tryna show you love
But you don't wanna see me get it

All the things we've been through
But you still seem to forget it

Girl don't try to play with me
Cause you know that I'm fuckin' petty

Try to save my last tear
But you know that I shed it

The hardest thing I had to do in life
Is leave you
You was not seeing what I was going through
I guess Im see through
Even if you told me that the sky was blue
I wouldn't believe you

Don't bite the hand that feeds you

And I never wanna play you
I'm too real for that

And I never wanna hate you
I'm too real for that

And I never wanna speak you
I'm too real for that

Cause I never wanna fake you
I'm too real for that

Cause I'm better than before
And I'm richer than before
So you fuckin' with a G
Better bitches than before

Take you out, let's explore
Have you drippin' in Dior
And you tired of them bitches
You don't like them anymore

Reminiscin late night thinkin bout my past
thinkin' bout relationships
Couldn't ever last
Tryna find myself
When I be talkin' to my dad
What is love
That's some shit I never had