Текст песни I'm Not Ok - Morgan Bronner

Another party I don't wanna be at
And I can't stomach the thought
Of the drink in my hand
But they say it'll take off
All the edge in my head
That I can't seem to forget
Can't seem to forget

I'm not ok right now
Can't feel my face right now
Music is so damn loud
But I drowned it out

I'm not ok right now
My head is pounding now
Stressed out my mind
My breathing is tight
I don't even wanna be here tonight
I'm not ok right now
Can they see my face right now
What do they know
I've gotta go
I was always better off alone

So here I am, I'm in my room up all alone
Talking to the voices in my head into the microphone
Saying what the fuck is this shit
Nobody gon listen
Maybe if I get down on my knees and beg forgiveness
To the friends that I let down
In the past
I always cancelled all my plans
Hanging out
They say that I'm flakey
But the truth is I'm just shakey
And I really can't understand
A thing that they be saying to me

I'm not ok right now
My head is pounding now
Stressed out my mind
My breathing is tight
I don't even wanna be here tonight
I'm not ok right now
Can they see my face right now
What do they know
I've gotta go
I was always better off alone

It's everywhere that I go
And then it gets worse when I get home
I don't know how to fix this broken road
Can't have a conversation
Try to take my medication
But nothing ever changes

I'm not ok right now
My head is pounding now
Stressed out my mind
My breathing is tight
I don't even wanna be here tonight
I'm not ok right now
Can they see my face right now
What do they know
I've gotta go
I was always better off alone