Текст песни Wait For Heaven - NAC

It's me, myself and god
But the man upstairs don't respond
And i feel i lost my mind
Or the man inside has died
And i don't feel it's my time
But i do know i'm not fine
It's me, myself and god
Do let's run it one more time
Make sure my family's fine
Make sure this stays in lines
Make sure their child shines
Make sure these voices find
A new home that's not my mind
Make sure i stay alive
And tell every time

Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven

Yeah
Cause i have to right
I made a promise i'll sleep at night
Not to stay up with my demons and write
About my struggles in my painless life
The clouds looks softer then the rocks below
I will not fall with out a reason to be known
But i can't do four more years watching the throne
I gotta blow up before the meanings known
Cause if i fall right now
They gon point their fingers at the broke mirrors
Like if i called right now
I won't have a reason just bitchin" and teasin'
So let me stay right now
For this single moment i'm in the moment
But let me say it right now
There's nothing wrong my life just that it is my life
Cause

Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven

Or maybe not
A "Good Enough" reason could make me stop
The life i was given didn't start at the top
Worked this long just to land this spot
People look at me like they must not know
I'm suicidal without the balls to show
But i'm in denial with the life i choose
Like if i stopped one day could I "Let Me Go"
The "Summer Rain" and winter flows
"Another Me" could be best but who knows
About the situation "I Am Error" arose
I felt more and more like "Be Alone"
But so
Is that "Good Enough"
To break myself down and with no chance of being picked back up
I don't wanna mess up
Adding to the death cup
Ye told me bless up
But i'm still thinkin' about letting up

Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven
Know i'll wait for heaven
I'll wait for heaven