First Love

I been wasting time, chasing things that are make believe
I been holding on, for to long to fill a vacancy
I can only see clearly when I choose to step through
Cause everybody always tried to tell me how to view you
All I know is you said yes before I even chose to
Love you
You showed me that I don't need to be famous
To have validation
But this dream is burning me up on
the inside and I think I'm impatient
I don't want it all
If I'm left alone
In the lowest of valleys
I tried to take control
Now I'm on my own
Back where you found me

My first love
I'm going back to you
You

Lost in the wilderness of my bedroom
Going so high, until I'm out of headroom
Tell me to wait, but I'll keep chasing breakthrough
Like will it come soon?
Maybe I'm wrong in the end?
So what if I play pretend
That's when it's falling apart
Think I just need you again
You got a grip on my heart
Wish I let go from the start
Things would be a little different
All the shows and all the lights
Yeah
Crowds of people getting lost in the hype
Tell me what it's worth if I'm, sinking,
deeper, deeper, till I'm drowning in fake love
I don't want it all
If I'm left alone
In the lowest of valleys
I tried to take control
Now I'm on my own
Back where you found me

My first love
I'm going back to you
You
My first love
My first love
I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
My first love

And when the summer ends
You're the only one that's left
So Like the air in my lungs
I'll keep breathing in your love