Текст песни State of Depression - NJ

I don't know if I'll make it home
It's cold and I feel so alone
JP
Without you in my life
Without you in my life
Without you in my life

State of depression ay ay
I've been battling all these demons all night ay ay
Feels like I've been fighting with myself ay ay
Seems like nobody cares how I feel lately ay
Don't know the direction I'ma wanna turn ay ay
But I'm gonna keep on fighting I'ma keep on striving ay ay
Not gonna let a little pain faze me ay
But state of depression's been the mood lately ay

It's been the mood lately seems like you ain't been caring about me
Feels like I've been overfeeding lately ay
I've been fiending for drugs I've been fiending for these days ay
Baby I just need you right now to calm me down ay
I've been going off EVE right now
I've been going crazy off this drink I've been going off ay

Everybody talking shit I don't understand why they know that
I got my bag ay I get in my bag I get in my feelings ay
I be feeling kinda moody so I want you to leave the fuck alone ay
I need you to leave me the fuck alone cause I don't need you right now

I don't need all these feelings emotions strife get on my nerves ay
Everybody wanna talk that everybody wanna be it
Everybody wanna be something but they can't ay
But they ain't willing to put that work in ay
They know I'm willing to put that work in
I'ma grind for everything I got ay

Ay state of depression's been the mood ay
I've been battling all these fucking demons all night ay
Feels like I've been fighting with myself ay ay ay
Seems like nobody gives a fuck what they how I feel ay ay
Don't know the direction I'm going to turn but I'ma keep on fighting
I'ma keep on striving not gonna let this little pain phase me ay
But state of depression's been the mood lately

State of depression's been the mood ay
I don't know what's going on in the chat right now
I'ma leave it to the side because that's some fake shit ay
All that toxic shit I gotta clear it off ay

Clear the air I gotta clear the smoke like Quavo ay ay
Leave the everybody talking back ay
Down bad like Leo and Stitch but I'ma fuck your bitch ay
I don't give a fuck about the critics I'ma do me from here on out nigga uh

State of depression I've been battling all these fucking demons all night ay
Feels like I've been fighting with myself ay ay
Seems like nobody cares how I feel ay ay ay
Don't know the direction I'm going to turn but I'ma keep on fighting
I'ma keep on striving not gonna let this little pain phase me ay
But state of depression's been the mood lately
Been the mood lately ay