Feelin Again

I swore I'd never feel this way again
Taped up the cracks with silence and pretend
Built my walls with broken lullabies
Told myself love was just another lie
But your voice cut through like rain on stone
Soft as regret, but it made me feel known
And now I'm scared of what this could be
'Cause what if you're the end of my grieving?

I'm falling again, like the first time, but worse
With every heartbeat, it aches and it hurts
But your touch brings peace I can't explain
Like finding color in endless rain
And I don't know if I'll break or bend
But I think I'm learning how to love again

Your name still echoes in the quiet night
Waking ghosts I swore I'd left behind
But your eyes don't haunt, they heal
I forgot how good it felt to feel
And though I'm stitched with fear and doubt
You saw the light I never let out
So if I tremble when I say your name
It's just the past learning to fade

I'm falling again, like the first time, but worse
With every heartbeat, it aches and it hurts
But your touch brings peace I can't explain
Like finding color in endless rain
And I don't know if I'll break or bend
But I think I'm learning how to love again

So hold me while I fall apart
Kiss the bruises on my heart
You're not the one who hurt me
But you're the one who could save me

I'm falling again, like the last time we wrote
A gift for him that you softened on
Your love feels like a quiet wind
Like breathing out what's always been
And if I crash, I'll crash with you in mind
'Cause I think I'm ready to love again

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